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Previously called "Paris"--"Kacchan, this isn't working. I want to break up."Wait, what?Katsuki's heart drops to his feet, hands freezing in place.Izuku...he-"You're fucking joking, right?" Katsuki asks, in incredulous disbelief.There's no way. We haven't had a fight in months. We've been fine, everything's been fucking fine-The silence thickens in the air, a pressing weight against his chest, his stomach twisting and wringing itself into dreading knots."...right?" Katsuki's voice is lower, smaller.Afraid.----------------------------------WARNING. THIS FAN FICTION CONTAINS:* Manga spoilers* BakuDeku ship (If you don't like it, leave :D)* Cursing* Heavily implied sexual content…

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Izuku's vision blurs, filling his ears and smothering the piercing rings and aching of his chest and that's what this is, isn't it? This tender, swelling ache, tucked right under his heart, pressing against his lungs and cracking his ribs-the most disgusting form of love, one of selfish yearning, of greedy longing, but oh.Oh.It's the most beautiful bond two souls can share. One cannot be without the other-the greatest parts of them will always love them, even beyond death; their bones will remember, and they'll cry out, too.-there's a theorythat says you don't exist unlesssomeone calls and you respond…

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When Kacchan lets him go, moonlight filling Izuku's vision, he finds that Kacchan is already looking away, shoving his hands into his pockets before trudging off-likely back towards the dorms.Izuku's lungs twist and tangle, bending the curve of his ribs.His heart hurts.- - -I love you and I always willand I am sorry. What auseless word.…

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(Crooked fingers-bruised with scratches and scars, lining up and down, grasping at the air between them, reaching out, reaching out, reaching out-"Kacchan-!")(A bloody hand-bruised with purple and torn skin, fingers clawing at the empty space keeping him from grasping back, as if time and space will tear themselves apart to bring them together, just once, just one time, one time, one time-"Deku-!")(Two hands hold-two souls merge, somehow twist, and tangle further into one another; the universe Herself couldn't split them apart even if she tried-She could kill one of them, drop them mercilessly onto the ground, chest gaping and face splattered with remorseless red, but she can't do it without killing a part of the other, too.They cannot live in a world without the other.)A yellow figure appears before Katsuki-it's tall, grand yet solemn; the burdened soul of the Symbol of Peace."Ah."…

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Zuku :P [07:29 PM]: SHUT UPKacchan [07:29 PM]: HehKacchan [07:29 PM]: AnywaysKacchan [07:29 PM]: Did you tell Pika that you know how to make it?Zuku :P [07:29 PM]: ...Kacchan [07:30 PM]: ...Izuku.Zuku :P [07:30 PM]: kacchan will always love me right?Kacchan [07:30 PM]: What the fuck did you do Izuku.…

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!!! VERY BIG MANGA SPOILERS !!!Izuku's vision blurs once more, leaving him blinded by his own salty grief-it burns, his own raging fire, searingly hot against the back of his eyes, filling his nostrils and mouth, killing the oxygen in them as the tears keep filling his eyes-they're dark, murky things, stained with dirt, blood, and a thousand agonized sorrows all in one.(Agony and sorrow lie side by side, hands clasped as the world ends.Grief is always the survivor-it's always left behind.)Please, please, it can't be, this can't be it, I need to save him, we have to save him, please, please-Anyone, please, it can't be-Someone-A tug.…

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Midoriya barged into Hitoshi's dorm room, completely panicked and spiraling to the point that Hitoshi could barely understand his mumbling. It took Hitoshi brainwashing Midoriya and instructing him to calm down to get him back down to Earth, to which he looked up at Hitoshi with shock-filled eyes as he said, "I'm in love with Kacchan."Hitoshi thought he'd gotten better at all this friendship stuff, but apparently, saying, "Congratulations on being the last to realize," in response wasn't the right answer.On top of that, it turns out that suggesting for him to confess his feelings also wasn't the right answer.Ha. Who knew?----------------------------OR: The story of how Shinso Hitoshi fucking died. Cause of death? Midoriya Izuku and raging homosexuality.…

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From the moment he waltzed into class on that first day, he's been faced with one challenge after another-the realization that he isn't the only talented person, the Sports Festival shit of being chained up like a goddamn dog, being kidnapped and saved by All Might, finding out about the truth behind All Might's Quirk-Oh, and having his entire fucking worldview shifted after fighting with Deku, who apparently never looked down on him all this time.That was also kind of a gigantically big deal for Katsuki. To be honest, he still forgets that fact, sometimes.All this time, Deku looked up to him. Even when he was a complete dick to him, he...Katsuki swallows at the sudden lump swelling in the back of his throat, threatening to burst and leak out from his eyes.He never fucking left.Katsuki glances at his clock.11:49.…

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"It's not okay, Kaminari!" Izuku shouts. "He wants Todoroki to hold his hand, not me! It's not-"Izuku's voice cracks, and the ache of his heart turns to searing heat as it burns its way up his throat and to the back of his eyes."It's not me. It's never been me, Kaminari. He-" Izuku chokes, except this time there's nothing stuck in his throat except a wet sob. "He's always wanted the best, and that's not me."Ever since he was a kid, he's wanted to be the best. He's always wanted to be the best-he's tried, he's tried so hard-My best isn't enough for Kacchan.-------------------------tell me, if he handed youa bloodied hand, would youtake it, only because it was his?…

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Izuku had dozens of plans for how he'd spend his Saturday, and not a single one was even remotely close to sitting in the commons room, surrounded by four other Kacchans.----------------------------------WARNING. THIS FAN FICTION CONTAINS:* Angst* Cursing* BakuDeku ship (If you don't like it, leave :D)* KiriBaku friendship (If you don't like it, also leave :DD)* Implied/referenced self-harm* Implied/referenced torture* Implied/referenced major character death* Mentioned Bakubowl (The door's right there babe ->🚪)-------------As of 7/30/2023, this fan fiction is completed.…

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"Hello?"Shoto startles, head snapping up.Silence, and then, "Roki? Are ya there?"Shoto blinks twice. It's the voice."Eiji?" he calls out, staring at the screen of his window."Ah, hey! I got lucky, it's a good thing you were by your window, huh?"He came back?"I'm sitting in my bed, and the window is right by it." Shoto moves the open textbook down on the bed beside him, shifting forward slightly to rest his elbows on the sill. "I didn't think you'd come back."----------------------A middle school AU KiriTodo hurt/comfort oneshot.…

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"Look at me, Bakugo?"Katsuki takes in a sharp inhale, purposefully keeping his eyes averted from Kirishima's. Don't look, don't look, don't fucking look-"Did...did I do something?" Kirishima asks, voice laced with hesitancy and hurt. "Are you mad at me?"Katsuki's eyes widen, head snapping up automatically to find Kirishima's face and tell him no, he didn't do anything, he-Ah, shit.Kirishima is sitting on the couch beside Katsuki, head tilted slightly and his face completely gone.…

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Outside, the sky is painted an inky black, faintly stained with the lights coming from various streets and signs and open windows.On the top floor of one of the buildings, the rightmost window glows a bright, ethereal blue. The simmering frustration quickly creeps away from boiling over, and Katsuki can't help the small, soft smile that makes its way to his face.Ah. Izuku's home.…

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"You want some food or something, you fuck?" Katsuki asks. "I can't fucking believe I'm being mugged by a cat," he mutters, turning around and heading to the door of the shop. As soon as Katsuki takes a step towards the corner store, the cat lets go of Katsuki's pant leg, then sits and stares up at him expectantly, tail curled around her on the ground."You're a little shit, you know that, right?"----------------------------------OR: a snippet into the universe of Katsuki from Your Hand In Mine (In Every Universe).----------------------------------Rated MATURE due to graphic depictions of violence.…

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"Blasty!" Mina exclaims. "Hey babe." She quickly leans in front of him to give Camie a quick peck on the lips. "The girls are all having a sleepover, and you're coming with!"Bakugo blinks twice, scowling once Mina's words process. "Oh hell no, I'm not signing up for this shit-""Bakugo," Mina interrupts, a dark glint in her eyes, "I know how much you love to preserve your reputation, especially among your fans. Wouldn't it be a shame if certain photos of their beloved hero crush destroyed their impression of him?" She waves her phone nonchalantly, and Bakugo stiffens.He knew he shouldn't have let her take those selfies during their self care sessions.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------OR: Bakugo and the girls of Class 3A are siblings, basically. Then someone fucks around, and they find out.----------------------------------------------------------------------------------WARNING. THIS FAN FICTION CONTAINS:* Mentions of CamieMina ship* Mentions of KamiChako ship* Mentions of KiriTodo ship* Mentions of MomoJirou ship* KiriBaku friendship* BakuDeku ship(if you don't like these, leave :DD)…

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The Universe loves Izuku.She loves his bright, beaming smile. His wide, dewy eyes. His beautiful soul and beautiful heart, filled with so much love it overflows out of him; freckles that dust over skin, bringing all Her stars to shame.The Universe loves Izuku more than anything else, and Izuku loves Katsuki.The Universe hates Katsuki.---------------------------------------------------------------------A story of love, of loss, of falling.---------------------------------------------------------------------WARNING. THIS FAN FICTION CONTAINS:* MHA/BNHA manga spoilers* BakuDeku ship (if you don't like it, leave :DD)* Angst* Violence…

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Katsuki can't tear his eyes away from his arm; his body trembles with a sickened violence as a twisted burn crawls up his throat.Sprouting out of his arm-a bright, bitterly stark contrast against his pale skin-is a spider lily.The corpse flower.----------------------------------WARNING. THIS FAN FICTION CONTAINS:* Cursing* BakuDeku ship (If you don't like it, leave :D)* TodoBaku & TodoDeku friendship (If you don't like it, also leave :DD)…

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"You're all idiots," Izuku states. "You all forgot the absolute bestest part of Kacchan, like brainless fools.""Well now you have to tell us!" Mina whines."Teach us, oh Wise One!" Denki chants, swaying his head slightly back and forth.Izuku takes a deep breath, and everyone at the table seems to hold their own. He points directly at Kacchan."His chest."------------------In which Selkie Izuku gets possessive over roommate/kind-of-kind-of-not-boyfriend and decides to act in the worst possible way.------------------A late oneshot for MerMay feauturing Selkie Izuku and Phoenix-Hybrid Kacchan! Enjoy!…

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It's been a year since Katsuki & Deku graduated from UA and became roommates. They have a routine. They have a set schedule of all upcoming events that they both agree on, and are aware of prior to said events.But Deku bursting into Katsuki's room, forcing him into the car, then driving the three and a half hours to Musutafu when they were just there last weekend?This was not in the fucking schedule.----------------------------------WARNING. THIS FAN FICTION CONTAINS:* Cursing* BakuDeku ship (If you don't like it, leave :D)* Implied/referenced manga spoilers* Implied/referenced character death…

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"Did you just say two thousand photos of Bakugo?!" Kaminari shrieks, jumping up on the other side of Midoriya, eyes immediately finding the screen."Of course not," Midoriya replies, tone unusually agitated; impatient. "Those are pictures of-" Midoriya frowns, deep in thought. "What're they called...those things that you, like-you can-those-" Midoriya lets out a frustrated groan, and then his eyes pop open. "Grabby things! The ones that, like, make humans better than everyone."Kaminari glances over at Sero, bewildered. "Dude. Do you have any idea what he's-""Nope. No fuckin' clue," Sero replies, shrugging his shoulders.----------------------------------OR: Izuku accidentally gets stoned and shifts into Plus Ultra Simp Mode.----------------------------------WARNING. THIS FAN FICTION CONTAINS:* Cursing* BakuDeku ship (If you don't like it, leave :D)* SeroKami friendship (If you don't like it, also leave :DD)* Underage drug use (marijuana)…